How can I feel better ?
I'm 178 pounds so I'm very fat, for 5'4.5" ft. I look so ugly. My limbs are fat and so ugly shaped and looking. Heavy, and fat. It's like a scary, big, monster. I'm on a healthy diet and exercise regime, i'm not eating junk food anymore. So I will eventually get skinny, in months. But for now and the long period before my body gets slim. I'll be forced to look in the mirror everyday, and look down at my body and see this fat, hideous person.