all of which gets boring when you have no friends like myself. Not to sound like a dick, but I know where he is coming from, and he shouldn't feel that way at all.
You have friends, that's the greatest gift!! Do you know what I would do for a friend? ANYTHING! of course I don't have any, but someday I hope that I will have one good person that I can call a friend.
Do you know what I do all day? NOTHING! yay! right? NOOOO!!! Do you know what I would give for someone to talk to me? again, ANYTHING!
Throughout highschool no one ever considered me their friend. I don't think I did anything wrong, nor do I remember to anything wrong. but, it seems like whenever I do something, whether it be good or bad, or it's bad with good intentions I am always at fault and get ostracized for it. Almost like I can't do anything right to please anyone.
I sit alone every single hour, of every single day, of every single year. It sucks!! Do you know what it's like to not have 1 person out of 6 billion people in the world want to talk to you??? IT BLOWS! It's lonely and I have often considered killing myself. I often do, even today I contemplated it. BUT HOPE PREVAILS!!
I know what you say when life is boring. but, I believe it would be more fun with friends. People to laugh with and have fun with.
I have over 600 people added on facebook. Guess how many of them contacted me out of 6 years of having one? ZERO! The only notifications I get are for game invites or something like that. I also have a 200 dollar phone, but it's useless because I have no reason to use one.
I have zero siblings with only one cousin who is 3 years older then me. I always looked up to him as a god because he is who I wanted to be. Popular, friends, girlfriends, people to talk to, the parties, and so much more.
When I pray, I don't pray for some stupid thing like money. I pray for a friend so I can get out of this abyss of loneliness and pain. BUT, of course I expect too much.
I guess what I am saying, is be happy with what you got, it's a lot more then I have and I am 3 years older then you. I can't wait to die.
I look forward to the moment when I am on deaths doorstep. I am dead inside, I feel nothing. The only way I feel alive is if I put my life in danger. I mean driving around corners at like 80mph, going 120 mph on the highway, hiding on trucks back (saves gas too). Every time I see a death, I always wish it would have been me instead of them. Because they always have friends, someone to miss them. No one would stop and think if I was dead, so I'd sacrifice my life for theirs.
Maybe that's what you need. You need to spice things up, put everything on the line. Your life.