I rarely eat. Some days I might have something small once or twice (a piece of bread, a bowl of cereal), some days I eat nothing.
It's more that I just rarely feel hungry than a calorie-thing.
I drink A LOT of coffee (dozens of cups) per day to get high off the caffeine. I do this mostly because it makes me feel okay for a while whereas I am normally depressed.
I drink a lot of alcohol, too (only at night, though, and not every night), but when I drink it I do it to purposely get drunk. because, like the caffeine, it helps me feel better.
I feel very depressed some days (almost every day) and think about killing myself a lot. I don't have an actual plan but I have thought about it enough to know exactly how I would do it.
Every so often I do eat (a normal meal) and then make myself throw up after. I don't know why I do it, it just feels like something I have to do.
I don't know what's wrong with me, though, it could be depression, bulimia, substance abuse (does caffeine even count?).
I DO know I have Borderline Personality Disorder, if that counts toward anything.